His memory box is done.. Will transfere all the memories tomorrow inside the box as rislin is sleeping now, in case i wake her up.. I miss him.. I am making progress slowly now, i wont cry when i see infants or read about infant stories or read about pregnancy thread.. I should be strong for Rislin and him.. I believe he will come back to mama as my 3rd child and i will put these clothes back rightfully on him when he comes back..

My "menses" from MC is still quite alot.. hope it can stop soon, been feeling back ache etc. maybe cause i do houseworks etc as normal without taking care of myself even after miscarriage.. I need to buck up..